heart

Dear you, 
I know you will never read this because you do not know this exists. 
In your troubles, I have seen myself. 
I have only recently discovered that we were once alike in so many ways. 
When I am the one on the outside, I realize my mistakes and my selfishness. 
It is only God's love that sustains me and gives me hope. 
I try my best to be there for you because I know you do not know this love.
I try to share with you, but my will alone cannot change your heart.  
I am sorry for being unaware of the things that I have done to hurt you.
I hope you can someday see what has been unveiled to me. 
Do not conform to things of this world. 
I will always be here for you.


- j