trust.

...the only thing I have right now. 
Even if the outcome is not what I want, if it's in God's plan, then so be it. 


I said that things will be different this year, and they are. 
For one thing, it is no longer a chore, or something that I feel that I should be doing...but something that I want to do. 


In another situation, I need to put more effort.