one of the remaining

Lately I have been feeling stressed out because of the many things I need to sort out before starting school in September (regardless of where that may be). The only thing off the list is getting CPR/first aid certified, which I accomplished last weekend in Hamilton with Justin. The classes were scheduled to be from 9am-4pm, but we were out by 2pm on Saturday and 12pm on Sunday. Since I've previously been certified through swimming/LifeSaving Society, it was mainly review, and the exam was easy peezy :) 
BUT, I still gotta get some additional certification that is specific for healthcare people? .. -.- 
Other things on the list include getting a police check, getting my immunization records, getting TB tested...and if I go to Mohawk, I need to fill out so many random forms and do some random communications test that I currently have booked for in July -.- 
When I was going through some of these things with my mom (specifically those pertaining to Mohawk), she got the impression that I wasn't very enthusiastic about going there this September. Honestly, this is true...but is it wrong to be so hopeful that I will be somewhere else? 
Not hearing back from 2 universities this late in the year is kinda iffy but then again, why are they taking so long if all I'm going to get is a rejection? 
A few days ago, I had a sensation of feeling totally lost and full of regret. I was not in a position to receive a rejection. With this fear, I could only pray to our God that He will keep me at peace and remove this anxiety. These are the times when I know and need to constantly remind myself to rejoice in all circumstances; I need to be satisfied with whatever outcome and with whatever God has planned for me, even if it may not align with my personal wants and desires. It is so much easier said than done. I feel so weak and incapable - physically tired and spiritually drained. I need to stop making excuses that I am TOO TIRED to do what I need to do.

Well, today was a day of anticipation. All I have to say is...waitlisted.